Winter Song
I said I learned my lesson
but I knew that I was lying
on my back, you told me
that you’d hurt me every time
and I knew that you were bluffing
but I was scared you weren’t
so I ran away as always
and left you
on the curb
I felt the salt upon my skin
and I knew that I was home
and home’s the same as always
cause I’m always here alone
I miss the way it used to be
back when I was young
but I’m changing with the ocean
and I know that soon
I’ll be gone
I’ll be gone
and I worry too much
and I worry too much
I worry too much
I just want to be yours
I just want to be yours
I tore myself open for you
like I always do
thought it was the right decision
but I knew it wasn’t true
I’m scared of being lonely
I hate being in the dark
I’m trying to feel normal
but time and time again
I’m not
and I worry too much
I just want to be yours